just had a short tiff at the dinner table. the papa was freaking pissed off..calling us selfish brats..for whatever reason.

the case: mama (which always also includes me) wants to go Thailand for a holiday with her friends.

My brother (who is on re-service) was against it because zoey needs someone to walk her in the evening. and that it will be too late by the time he finishes his army stuff. ok this is kinda *selfish* of him :/ he somehow believes that it is the duty of my mum and i to walk zoey. he proposes that mama goes and i stay so that zoey will be taken care of. lazy bum..argh.

and in the case of myself, i am not keen on going Thailand. the wierd thing is that mama says i am the reason she wants to go for the trip. ok so she wants to bring me on a holiday. but i don't really want to go! it's from this wednesday till sun. this is too sudden....i already got plans and also my ndp practice.

am i being selfish by not wanting to go? am i denying mama a chance to enjoy herself with her group of friends? i mean, i am not stopping her from going herself. or am i? :(

and papa is vehemently pushing for us to go. probably so that he can stay out real late with his friends..

so i am caught in this web of personal agendas.

and everybody is pissed off :<