had a cozy little gathering with barrel and joy :) after an encounter with crappy shoes...deeelicious N.Y.D.C dinner was on the menu! pasta + rice + mudpie *faints* food never tasted so good...heh. and we had another scoop of ice-cream for supper because we could not stand people enjoying themselves right in front of us :p

heard accounts of their bleating lovesick friends ~shudder~ it all sounded kinda scary.

somehow have lost touch with the 'magical' feeling of spring-time love. those kind that will set birds singing and flowers blooming, out of nowhere. where merely seeing that person will set the heart fluttering. now the four-letter word has taken on a rather different meaning...hmm. more of compromise and tolerance than anything else i guess. sigh...i wonder if this is a change for the better? that i am looking past the frills and thrills...to find a reality that is, more often than not, much less pretty than i had imagined.

i believe there are so many kinds of love that are as worthy and precious as that between a man and a woman. Loving religion, family, friends, animals, nature etc. all seem plausible to fill the nagging void within us. but i guess am saying all this so logically because i am not involved in any relationship now. i really hope i will be able to keep as level-headed as i am now if ever that someone comes along.

Que sara sara :)