the exams are over.

no...i don't feel as happy or relieved as i think i should. I just feel sh**tty. down and out. this is damn sad. the exams are over, i repeat. arrghhhhh....why why why?

maybe all these gloom will wear off soon and i will jumping about again. i have not bounced around for so long...life has become kinda draggy and greyish these few months. perhaps some close friends have noticed that but they just say i have 'mellowed'. yeah...perhaps.

i guess i have changed quite abit since the jc times. think i was crappy, talkative, irritating...the typical chatterbox.

now i have become a wooden block. dull, numb and expressionless.

jolene ahhh...what happened to you? -knock knock- i would really like to know the answer to that question.

to my family who has been seeing a dazed blockhead at home these days...please bear with me. just remember i love you all too much.