written on Dec 18:

If ever one day we wake up without feeling any pain, we are dead.

written on Dec 17:

the sky struck me as i looked out of the window.

beneath the looming and dark tears-laden clouds were fluffy marshmallows gliding across a sky blue canvas.

like you and me. existing together but in two different worlds. irreconcilable. out of place in each other's realms.

i yelled at you. i should have understood how helpless you felt. i always expect you to be the same as in the past. but sometimes i just don't know what you are trying to do. it breaks me to see tears in your eyes. the eyes that once shone and smiled at me.

i hurt you so bad. i am sorry. please please forgive me.

written on 16 Dec:

changed some colours here and there. pretty pleased with wad i have came up with ~grin~

it's raining again. and i m listening "looking through your eyes" by Leann Rimes. oh well. cant help but feel abit ~hmm~ perhaps a little blue but i love it when it rains. especially when i m cosy-dosy at home :)

went for a piano practice for an upcoming concert audition this morning. everything is going alrite :) ~phew~ attempting the 2-piano Nutcracker March with my friend. we did recording todae and ended up in peals of laughters. it's funny how u never realise your mistakes until you actually hear them. fun!

i was never into classical stuff other than occasional doses of mild opera like josh groban/ charlotte church/sarah brightman. find 92.4fm sleep-inducing ~hehe~ but we gotta play classical stuff for the concert. quite sure my partner wld rather keep to her richard clayderman and me...probably yanni or new age. but oh well.

just peeped out of the window. the big drain a.k.a canal is getting threateningly swollen. the water looks like tea with milk. haha.

~i m singing in the rain~

yeah! i am finally at blogspot -grin-
moved over my previous entries as well :)