the withdrawal symptoms of my 'addiction' is wearing off. heh.
thanks to all the work these days...there is no time left to imagine the what-ifs and what-might-have-beens. sigh. when reality sets in and when your mind is clear, there is essentially nothing to be so crazy about.
If feelings were merely chemical reactions with this nucleus and that nerve, why should we base our actions and decisions on how we physically feel ?
who knows maybe in the future, we don't even that special someone to make us feel that in love and all the adrenalin that comes with it. just get your daily dose of neuro-activities through some pills or what have you and walla...you are on running on ectasy and having that warm glow about you.
scary. i feel like a machine.
and how sad. i cannot even deceive myself anymore.
