life has been a dizzy whirl for me these days.

all i can remember was rushing from places to places, meeting different groups of people and lots of walking. good thing is, it keeps me busy and take my mind off small nagging thoughts. the bad, i am getting really exhausted.

i was telling my mum just now how little i see her these days. sigh. yeah i miss her, and all the furry critters at home. i just give them a pat on the head whenever i can...no more heart-to-heart chats. yes, i talk to all my pets :) they really listen...and respond with a twitch of the ear or a comforting lick etc.

living with animals is so much easier.

i have this crazee dream of starting a farm. a big big farm. with chickens, ducks, pigs, goats, horses, cows, sheep, sheepdogs (yay!). that will be a dream come true. every morning i will wake up before dawn...breathe in the fresh cold air. go visit the chickies and collect the eggs, say good morning to all the animals and feed them. then i can see the birth of every baby animal...wow. imagine all the little duckies following their mama to the pond for their first swim...lambs skipping and bleating...fat puppies rolling and tumbling.

what a dream. and always will be a dream? we'll see :)