Saturday, January 04, 2003

my dad jus bought a dvd player. the sound system is damn good :D grin.

watched 'Spideeman' yesterday...interesting. Tobey Macguire is kinda cute in his own nerdy way. and i love the slick movements. my dad and i were doing the hand signal thgy after watching. hehe. can u imagine if sticky web actually came out? -eeks- but useful. i will web up the pple i dislike *hiakhiak* :P

~incy wincy spidee climbing up the wall~

yeah...the comment box and tagboard are finally done!! :)

thx a million Milmil!! :D -muaks-

Monday, December 30, 2002

Just watched Allegria on arts central. it was fantastic.

but my brother thought otherwise. he termed it as "enslavement" and argued that the performers look unhappy. nevertheless, he enjoyed and marvelled at the stunts which all seemed humanly impossible.

the performers with their painted faces and masks have taken on a totally unique personality on stage. they do not smile because they are already given a stage personality. not because they are unhappy. it got a hypnotic effect...everything seems out of the world. good escapism.

put on a mask and -tada- u are no longer who you are. some pple are exceptionally good at this.

experts dun need makeup.



Sunday, December 29, 2002

written on 26 Dec:

sometimes i look at things and people and in my mind, they tell me this: "you are never gonna get me".

outright rejection.

but when i look at you, i get a "maybe".

a "maybe" that may be good enough :)

written on 23 Dec:

we din manage to get past the audition.

SIGH.

but it was good experience. at least we know what kind of standard they were looking for now. that is if we ever want to audition again.

SIGH.

i cannot even understand the classical pieces the rest were playing today. they are way out of my world man.

sigh.

cannot help but feel just a little disappointed. even though we knew it will take more than a miracle to get through the audition.

but at least we are not the only ones ~companions in misery~ hehe.


written on 21 Dec:

~modern romance~

a face among the masked crowds of stationary beings..

a pair of lively eyes glistening amidst the world-weariness and melancholy..

a mesmerising voice whispering in my daydreams..

the physical space between us is of foolish insignificance.

emotional connection?

non existant.

"celebrate the momentary heartbreak of glimpsing a stranger who might be interesting to love."

written on 20 Dec:

results are going to be released tomorrow.

feels like a debtor coming after me to settle some old scores. five old scores to be precise. just hope i have done enough to pay up when the time comes.

i feel a little queasy in my guts.

going for a one day tour thingy with my mum and her friends tomorrow. visiting places like farmart and the esplanade. may not be able to enjoy as much as i would have wanted to. oh well. and after that i will be going for a family dinner at the club. pls pls let me have to appetite to eat after seeing the results.

wail.

the storm just now was fantastic. was walking home after piano prac and it was merely drizzling. thunder once, thunder twice and it was pouring.

man it has been quite a long time since the sky cried so bad.

written on Dec 19:

it rained heavily.

me too.