one more month to the exams. i am amazed how fast this sem went. and the bulk of my work due by the next three weeks is screaming for my already-deficit attention. that leaves me 11 short and not sweet days before my first exam day with double papers (-_-)

i knew this sem is not going to be great. this quote nicely sums up my academic screw-up: "when the shit hits the fan, there's no friggin where to run." haha...what a mess. oh well.

maybe it's because you are leaving. for good this time.

i have been rehearsing our last goodbye in my mind.

a thousand times over i would have done it for you, contented with the thought of being of help to you in any way.

but what can i do to make you stay?